Because Im too childish, immature, selfish, stupid, unable to care, hard to be cheered up.

The images have stopped moving,the love songs have stopped being sung.The broadcast of love was meant to have been continuous. What reason, has stopped time?Stopping it at the pinnacle of sorrow.The lift has stopped moving, and so has love.But why does the feeling of falling still remain?The bustling street is still in a state of wild partying.So why am I drifting (aimlessly), alone?Leapt through skies unrestrained by gravity Slowly descending into a dark abyss ,Numb, hurt, a drifting heart, yet the impacts is even harder. I love you, you love me, isnt it? Is it not enough? I dont understand, why, to have given my all.Only to see it reduced to nothing Anti-gravity, love falls. A empty and battered husk of me Hands, uncontrolled by me, What can they take hold of?I love you, you love me, is it counted as, a promise?The whole worlds silent, theres no roar of a sound.Unheld by gravity, love falls.

Because Im too childish, immature, selfish, stupid, unable to care, hard to be cheered up, unrealistic. There are many things I wanted to say, to you, I end up keeping them to myself. Face the fact, I don't have anyone to trust and to help me when Im down. No one understands. My life is a total mess, scars of unhappiness, unable to be healed. When in times of trouble, I face them alone, everyone step back and watch. I trust people, in return, being wounded, being stab in the back. Parents? They just scold me for crying, sometimes even slap. Nobody stand by me, to lend me a shoulder. All i need was someone to tell me everything will be fine and stand by me. No one. No one ever did this. I envy those people, when they are sad, everyone crowd around him/her. They have people who care for them, who would stand by them. Me? No one will care. They watch, I dry my own tears, I ask myself if Im okay. Being wrongly accused, being stared at with eyes of doubt. I trust people, yet, no one does the same to me. This is so tiring. No one is there for me. What for, being a moronic fool, trusting everyone yet in return, broken promises and scars of unhappiness. When Im fighting for my innocences, who was there? Who told me things will be fine? Who trust what i have said. Having the feeling of being accused by your group of friends, each of them whom you have trust dearly, cherished and keeping your secrets, is no joke. Its like something has pinning me down, crying myself to sleep every night. Crying won't solve anything but, i couldn't do anything, its too painful. Have you ever felt this way? No you don't, but i had this feeling. At that point of time, I gave up on everything. I've thought of attempting suicide. The last tiny hope, was being fire, by someone. But Im too childish, immature, selfish, stupid, unable to care, hard to be cheered up, unrealistic, trying to be perfect, trying to be there for someone. I've failed. Someone is tired, tired of taking a long time to cheer me up, tired of me, unable to be there for someone. Someone is going to end the hope that has given me so much strength to carry on. I fear that day would arrive. Im so useless, so hopeless, so dumb. I've tried my best, to do everything, keeping you happy. I've always fail to do so. I couldn't cheer people up, Im helpless when people is upset. I could only stand by him/her, giving him/her tissue and being helpless watch them drown in sorrow. I failed to be understanding, Im selfish. I take promises too seriously. I'm very emotional, with a paper heart. It tears easily. Tried to put up a strong front, end up failing. My efforts of making peace between people turned into wars. Sometimes, I wonder why, people cant forgive, bringing back the past i do not want to remember. Why my life have to be so complicated, filled with sadness, and a destiny to be alone? I wish to have something to make me forget everything, to have a new beginning, a new life. Some people say, this is the real world. I don't want to face the real world, I can't take it. I wish for time to stop, allowing me to move through time, to the time when things seem to be so simple, friends are friends. The word backstabbing is not introduced, when things and people are so pure. When people have patience with me.



Wilber Pan 潘瑋柏 - Wu Zhong Li 無重力
Lyrics:
画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什麽原因 让时间停了
在伤心的尽头被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠入的感觉怎麽还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单 飘浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心 却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是 还不够
我不懂 为什麽 付出的 全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我 不受控制的手
还能抓住什麽

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音 的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨 只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最後

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什麽原因 让时间停了
在伤心的尽头被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠入的感觉怎麽还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单 飘浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心 却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是 还不够
我不懂 为什麽 付出的 全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我 不受控制的手
还能抓住什麽

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音 的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨 只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最後

I love you

我爱你 你爱我 是不是 还不够
我不懂 为什麽 付出的 全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我 不受控制的手
还能抓住什麽

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音 的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨 只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最後

Pinyin:
Huamian bu dong le qingge bu chang le
Aiqing de zhong bo jian mingming yizhi anzhe
Shenme yuanyin rang shijian ting le
Zai shangxin de jintou bei ting ge

Dianti bu dong le ai ye tingzhi le
Keshi zhui ru di de ganjue zen me hai zai ne
Renao de jiedao hai zai kuanghuan zhe
Weihe wo que gudan piaofu zhe

Wu zhongli teng kong manman die ru wujin de hei dong
Mei zhijue de shang tong piaodang de xin que shuai de geng zhong

Woaini ni ai wo shibushi hai bugou
Wo budong wei shenme fuchu de quan luokong
Wu zhongli ai zhuiluo
Fenshensuigu de wo bu shou kongzhi de shou
Hai neng zhuazhu shenme

Woaini ni ai wo suan busuan shi chengnuo
Quanshijie dou chenmo mo shengyin de si hou
Wu zhongli ai zhuiluo
Zui huanman de zhemo zhi sheng biantilinshang de wo
Cheng dao zui hou
Huamian bu dong le qingge bu chang le
Aiqing de zhong bo jian mingming yizhi anzhe
Shenme yuanyin rang shijian ting le
Zai shangxin de jintou bei ting ge

Dianti bu dong le ai ye tingzhi le
Keshi zhui ru di de ganjue zen me hai zai ne
Renao de jiedao hai zai kuanghuan zhe
Weihe wo que gudan piaofu zhe

Wu zhongli teng kong manman die ru wujin de hei dong
Mei zhijue de shang tong piaodang de xin que shuai de geng zhong

Woaini ni ai wo shibushi hai bugou
Wo budong wei shenme fuchu de quan luokong
Wu zhongli ai zhuiluo
Fenshensuigu de wo bu shou kongzhi de shou
Hai neng zhuazhu shenme

Woaini ni ai wo suan busuan shi chengnuo
Quanshijie dou chenmo mo shengyin de si hou
Wu zhongli ai zhuiluo
Zui huanman de zhemo zhi sheng biantilinshang de wo
Cheng dao zui hou

I love you

Woaini ni ai wo shibushi hai bugou
Wo budong wei shenme fuchu de quan luokong
Wu zhongli ai zhuiluo
Fenshensuigu de wo bu shou kongzhi de shou
Hai neng zhuazhu shenme

Woaini ni ai wo suan busuan shi chengnuo
Quanshijie dou chenmo mo shengyin de si hou
Wu zhongli ai zhuiluo
Zui huanman de zhemo zhi sheng biantilinshang de wo
Cheng dao zui hou